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[08 Apr 2005|10:58am]
[ music | The Used - Box full of sharp objects ]

howdy. sorry for my abstinence, I totally forgot about his lj.

i have myspace

myspace.com/xleonradx

add me bitches.


anyways. HYC is today, and Im not even close to being ready to leave. I have to leave to pick up Holla-holly in a few hours and all ive been doing is sleeping on the couch and looking at my awful bed-hair through the mirror.

my trip to texas was cancelled if you havent noticed. My parents totally didnt factor in the travel time to texas by car, and if I went I wouldnt be able to make it back in time for HYC.. lets weigh out my options.

-new(used) car
-hyc(the last one evAR)

i dont need a new car. the rig I already have works just fine fo sho.


ok. now that ive gotten up, maybe I should start off with a shower.. then packing then im OUT OF HERE.
|Jon PWNED Me Like Fricken 2 Times Today Pwnage|

im baaaaaack. [25 Jan 2005|07:19pm]
[ music | some gay ass poppunk shit that i listen to everyday in mycar ]

Today was great.

I didnt have to give megs a ride home because she didnt show up. I know, I know, it sounds mean.. but I enjoy driving by myself every once in a while. Now that I think of it, I have successfully dodged out of driving her around for about 3 weeks. Im relieved AND stressed at the same time, mainly because she was my only outlet for whatever was bugging me. It was totally cool too, because I knew she wasnt listening and wouldnt repeat my frustrations to anyone else.. I just needed someone to talk to.. thats all.

This journal is super-dead.. way past dead..
Im really surprised that livejournal didnt delete this after nearly 6 months of no activity.

btw. if you havent added my new livejournal yet(ive had it for several months now), its Http://livejournal.com/~xleonradx

yes. "xleonradx".


I waited afterschool for meg and ended up in a conversation with steve.. the one who is dating Audrey. James totally came out of nowhere and all 3 of us sort of caught up on old times. Well, not really OLD times, but last years shit. Jame's mentioned something about a Fain Torpid band practice and I asked if they had kicked Ryan out yet(or if he left).. answer was no. I think theyre starting a new band pretty soon, and if you ask me, BANDS ARE GAY.

I have yet to hear a band consisting of SKHS students that totally rocks my socks off with their musical talents..
hmm.
I dont think ive heard one yet.

go ahead. COMMENT. prove me wrong.

|Jon PWNED Me Like Fricken 5 Times Today Pwnage|

[10 Aug 2004|10:21pm]
up to this point. my whole summer was just one big lie.
a joke.

i cant help but reevaluate what ive accomplished in my life.
nothing.

i havent a clear idea of what the hell is going on around me.
i hate everything at this point.

this journal is nothing to me.
|Jon PWNED Me Like Fricken 5 Times Today Pwnage|

[10 Aug 2004|07:04pm]
[ mood | irritated ]

today is not a good day.
yall can find me at the gym.


im taking up boxing.

|Pwnage|

[09 Aug 2004|11:46pm]
more sucky news.
-theyre asking me to work a double shift at work tomorrow.. that cuts in on the time i should be spending with my girlfriend.
-g-ma had a stroke earlier today. my dads been worried as hell, not to mention short-tempered.
-im tired as hell, but i cant sleep.

i.
love.
rachel.

(i get off work at 4)
|Pwnage|

[09 Aug 2004|11:40pm]
i woke up just to update.

meh.
why do i do this to myself?????/??

l<3r.
|Pwnage|

may angels lead you in [09 Aug 2004|09:30pm]
im sooo exhausted.

i started hauling bark when i woke up in the morning(9) and finished up around five(5).

then we put the tonneau back on the truck. we, referring to me and james. we considered washing it, but it looked pretty bad ass with mud on the sides..

but when i took a shower james rinsed it off.


annnd.
rachel should be back tonight.

iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii love.
her.
x(times) 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000.5(a whoooooooooole lotta zeros and a half)
|Pwnage|

[08 Aug 2004|06:37pm]
baseball sucks dick.

seriously, in less than 10 minutes, the whole store was filled with little league teams.

we ran out of brownie batter for the week.
and alot of people were bitchy today.


fuck work.
|Pwnage|

[07 Aug 2004|11:35pm]
my brothers took pictures of me in full winter gear, snowboarding in the grass.

now how pimp is that??
hella.

going to snap a few pics of my new interior tomorrow night. not a big change.. but its more "leonard" than any other truck out there.

oh and shea.
i found a barefoot shaped gas pedal at napa auto parts today.
ill consider purchasing it after i get my next paycheck.


i work from 12 to 5 tomorrow.
someone visit me!
|Pwnage|

</3 [07 Aug 2004|11:09pm]
so they scheduled me to work some sucky ass hours this week. im pullin a few 9 to 5's and alot of 6 hour shifts.. but no night shifts this week.

rachel comes home in 2 days.

thats another downer for the week. i really want to see her, but i only have mondays and fridays off this week, and i dont know.. im dying to hear her voice, more or less see her. im so sick and tired of keeping busy.

i need to finish hauling bark too.

its been 2 weeks since the last load.



so jamie and i were working today, and it turns out that shes trying to hook up Casey(sp?) with Kim. haha. this should be great! and as if that wasnt enough, she already arranged for ashley johnson to drop by the shop tomorrow to meet caleb.

ah!

my back is killing me..
my truck is a mess
yard work still needs to be finished
laundry needs to be done

my paycheck better be worth it.

im going to start cutting down on my hours next week.. i think jamie deserves more. lol. shes been there longer!



And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight


i.miss.her.so.muuuuuuch.

screw you jess, you LIE!
you know its pure fact that she loves me more than you.

just playin.
leonRad out.
|Pwnage|

select yo playa! [06 Aug 2004|11:02pm]
junk yard today.
nothing came out of it,
well.

i found a title to an old volvo out in there, its sitting in my pocket. along with some window decals that i sort of pocketed too.

clayton got a..
computer cpu.
out of a hatchback i believe.


and we drove all the ways down, close to shelton to get that shit.



3 more sets of 24's..
thats way too long.


my girls out of state
and i really really hate
it.

she'll be home soon
and in the late afternoon
she will arrive.
she didnt drive.

my name is leonard
cant touch me unless you want to get pwnar'ed
suckah eat that.
i hella suck at rap.


i love rachel.
|Pwnage|

locked silent in a sweet lullaby [05 Aug 2004|10:27pm]
the speakers are in.

ill buy batteries tomorrow so i can take a few snapshots of my interior in the making.

tomorrow ill have to haul bark, and then if i have time... clayton and i will venture off to the junk yard where i will look for mud guards and seats.

and power windows.


i really miss rachel. i counted the days left, and it totals up to 4 more friggen sets of 24 hours.

i cant stand it. i really cant.
thank god for my truck. without it keeping me busy id be sitting around being emo.
haha.

i love rachel with all my <3.
|Pwnage|

[04 Aug 2004|09:41pm]
my door is missing handles.
all of them.

ill take pictures once i find batteries
|Pwnage|

[04 Aug 2004|09:36pm]
i miss rachel tons.




i bought new speakers.(160 watts)
yaya.

next on the list.
new head unit.
(my current one is like 35. hahahahahaha omg omg omg im a fucking loser)

laaaater.

i work 9 to 5 tomorrow. visit me!
|Pwnage|

[04 Aug 2004|12:45am]
[ mood | groggy ]
[ music | coldplay - yellow ]

interior work is costly.

that shift knob takes my truck one step closer to "riced out" status.
like thatll ever happen.

purchased plexiglass, soon to be cut into new fog/auxillery light lenses.
annd. i need to get new signal lights. possibly new brakes??

and a can of interior paint.

today=work,home,gym,workagain(to get food. duh) and home.

today was amazing. i worked so hard i turned into a fucking mindless hump of garbage. i only had a 30 minute break today, just for lunch, around 230 and they had that one alternative station on. 96.5 i believe. and rhcp, green day and coldplay were played continously.. and all i could think about was her. and it really bothered me that my spare time wasted idling away with thoughts of my girlfriend in my head. i just want her home. soon. because i cant take another day without her.

well. i could.
but i prefer not to...

shes going to laugh her ass off when she finds out every post in my journal this month is about her.


i wonder if she feels the same right now.

|Pwnage|

[02 Aug 2004|10:25pm]
i was turbocharger shopping and i stumbled across this

You Know You're A Riceboy If..

... you find yourself using the excuse "yo, but you gots twice as many cylindas, dude" after EVERY race
... you drive a 4 door 'type R'
... you have stickers that even most asians dont get
... you have stickers for parts you dont have
... you refer to 50hp as the 'big shot'
... your car has so much camber it can drive on its side
... when you drive by, WWII veterans run for shelter
... your exhaust tip diameter is 4 times the inner muffler diameter
... you have 'power by' anything anywhere on a car made by the engine manufacturer
... birds make nests on your spoiler because its taller than the trees
... you have 'N/T' polished on the side of car and you dont know what bracket racing is
... you will only race if the other guy removes four sparkplugs
... you can't race uphills
... you have "All Motor" emblazoned on your rear hatch right next to your 14.50 dial in
... you brag to have nitrous and have a 14.50 dial in
... your exhaust system for your 1.8L is bigger than most Pro-stock cars
... you spent more money on stickers and stripes than your parents paid for your car
... you go to a performance shop and immediately start rummaging through the decal bin
... your tach is bigger than your head
... you have a shiftlight and your car is an automatic
... you refuse to race because it's a "show car"
... your only mods are cut factory springs and a 5" chrome exhaust tip
... at Autocross events you don't participate because you have a drag race setup and at drag events you brag about kicking ass on the autocross.
... your exhaust sounds like a dying Moose
... you have more lights on the front of your car than the USS Voyager
... you brag about a turbo kit that never seems to get installed.
... your bright green $300 air filter is bigger than your engine
|Pwnage|

my brother has a personal tutor. [02 Aug 2004|09:19pm]
i feel like fucking wank.
because every post this week includes a daily rant about how much i miss rachel.

i fucking suck.
so kill me.

im going out to the junk yard on friday, most likely, to look for neato parts for my truck. ryan said he might come along, is anyone else interested????? cooooooooome on. itll be fun.

ryan adjusted my drum set. yaya.
whooped his ass at starcraft.
because im The man.

i miss rachel. tons.
|Jon PWNED Me Like Fricken 2 Times Today Pwnage|

[01 Aug 2004|10:57pm]
[ mood | discontent ]
[ music | the early november - ever so sweet ]

everything means nothing if i aint got you..

today was a total blast. clayton and i took off on a wild adventure, through the backroads of port orchard, up bumpy dirt roads, bremerton and wherehouse music.

along the way ryan scott joined us after we visited him at work. on the way to wherehouse, i almost rear ended his fucking van because i took my eyes off the road. gureat.

no one was on the highway so we were all horsing around. ryan wouldnt let us pass him, and clayton stuck his bare ass out the window, followed by ryan sticking both his feet out with the cruise control on.

i havent had that much fun in a loong time.

but i came home expecting that phone to ring..
come back.. please dont leave me now

i must have dozed off around 845ish, but i woke up around 930 and the phone didnt ring.


the longer youre gone, the more short tempered i become.
ive been snapping at everyone lately. im soooo sorry, you guys didnt deserve it.

i love her.. but. her absence is killing me. tearing me down piece by piece</i>.

does she not care anymore?

|Pwnage|

[31 Jul 2004|11:18pm]
[ mood | moody ]
[ music | ben kweller ]

3 days.

i havent heard from her in 3 days.
im irritated.

and made sure the phone lines were free all day.
scratch that.

more like after 11.


waited for a phone call til 10.
im so angry its not even funny.

not mad at her, just mad at the fact that i cant talk to her.

FUCK. times a million.
dad wants me to go to bed early today.
eff thaaaaat.

|Pwnage|

[31 Jul 2004|03:46pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

i miss her more than ever.

9 more freaking days to go.
i looooove her so.




these drums need to be tuned.

|Pwnage|

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